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Choose to see by ferdicamacho Choose to see :iconferdicamacho:ferdicamacho 7 13 That look by ferdicamacho That look :iconferdicamacho:ferdicamacho 4 2
Has the world finally beaten us?
I never wanted to be one of the normal people
I never thought I'd let myself be corrupted
But now look at me - I don't even feel I have the right to fight it anymore
It's all gone and done for
When all is said there'll be nothing left of who we were, will there?
I fear we'll give up believing we could be more than this
More than working bees part of a beehive
Just minlessly going about money-making routines
More than sorry asses moping about a great love lost because of normal people's mistakes
More than regretfull souls keeping our dreams and hopes in a drawer
Has the world finally beaten us?
I don't want to believe it.
I don't want us to become strangers
Painfully exchanging business related words
I need to see you and see that there is still some warmth left, some life and hunger for a great future still present inside us
As I lay here heartbroken, hardened, numb and vulnerable all at once
I want to find the friend I have in you
Someday maybe we'll f
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The toughest blow
Lowered to the depths of hell
but, love, do not despair
I still wish you well
Though stay with you now I do not dare
All I wanted was for us to finally overcome our past
Forget the bad things, stop making mistakes
Don't dither, we'll figure these deep aches
Or is this gonna be a battle to everlast?
Whenever we would fight
I'd remember that that wasn't really the end
Cause we were deeply linked and, try as we might,
We couldn't, despite the pain, let go and not mend
Now I've been feeling sick to the core
Just glancing at that picture of us
That sweet and pure thing seems of old lore
And I can't forgive myself for my fault, and thus...
Love, we were selfish not to see
The other one could laugh while apart
And that wouldn't mean we wanted to be "free"
But we took each other's joy and left instead a bad mark
Why do we do this?
Do we not want the other one to be happy?
We should stop poisoning our memories
And understand that there is a us, a you and a me
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Double Chopp Pin Up by ferdicamacho Double Chopp Pin Up :iconferdicamacho:ferdicamacho 9 5 Niyath by ferdicamacho Niyath :iconferdicamacho:ferdicamacho 3 6 Self portrait 3 by ferdicamacho Self portrait 3 :iconferdicamacho:ferdicamacho 6 8 Portrait practise 3 by ferdicamacho Portrait practise 3 :iconferdicamacho:ferdicamacho 8 8 WIP by ferdicamacho WIP :iconferdicamacho:ferdicamacho 2 2 Portrait practise 1 by ferdicamacho Portrait practise 1 :iconferdicamacho:ferdicamacho 2 5 Portrait practise 2 by ferdicamacho Portrait practise 2 :iconferdicamacho:ferdicamacho 3 2 from Atonement by ferdicamacho from Atonement :iconferdicamacho:ferdicamacho 5 7 Estudo by ferdicamacho Estudo :iconferdicamacho:ferdicamacho 2 4 The long waiting by ferdicamacho The long waiting :iconferdicamacho:ferdicamacho 0 0 Bosque Solitario by ferdicamacho Bosque Solitario :iconferdicamacho:ferdicamacho 1 0
Such great heights
Then this fuzziness, this feeling of a hug, comes upon me
And my lips curl up in a little grin, an orange grin
The one that says to my mind - Fly!
And the beats that beat in my ears
the beats of my fingers prancing on the keyboard
the beat of this heart that dances to the softest voice
Those things that make real real
Those things that you can't tell fate will steal
Those times that I decide to be silent
Do you hear that?
It's your soul being lifted from the fears
The spiral that rids you from the now that gravity pulls you to
And I'm not even sure if I really am not the owner of things
The big ones I mean
Can I not tear every bit of this world down
Turn every person to naught
Can I not conjure energy with my hands
Change it all?
Of course... I'm wandering off topic
Wandering out of sight
Wandering away from you sitting there
You don't really want to know what's on my mind
To change it all?
Trust me
I'll let these thoughts out easily
My brush will paint them out
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Fernanda Camacho
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JonasTrindade Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2016  Professional Traditional Artist
Feliz Aniversário \o.
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Atlas0 Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2015  Professional Traditional Artist
Happy Birthday, Ferdie :)
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DarkDragon247 Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy B-Day! :woohoo:  Enjoy it! :hooray:

Herzlichen Glückwunsch zum Geburtstag! :woohoo:  Genieß ihn! :hooray:
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NabarisYoite Featured By Owner Oct 29, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
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