Then this fuzziness, this feeling of a hug, comes upon me
And my lips curl up in a little grin, an orange grin
The one that says to my mind - Fly!
And the beats that beat in my ears
the beats of my fingers prancing on the keyboard
the beat of this heart that dances to the softest voice
Those things that make real real
Those things that you can't tell fate will steal
Those times that I decide to be silent
Do you hear that?
It's your soul being lifted from the fears
The spiral that rids you from the now that gravity pulls you to
And I'm not even sure if I really am not the owner of things
The big ones I mean
Can I not tear every bit of this world down
Turn every person to naught
Can I not conjure energy with my hands
Change it all?
Of course... I'm wandering off topic
Wandering out of sight
Wandering away from you sitting there
You don't really want to know what's on my mind
To change it all?
I'll let these thoughts out easily
My brush will paint them out
The glow in my eyes will tell them it's ok
I can't stay
I have decided to be silent